For the Love of God, I Hate You (NSFW)

Tried to save the mentally ill
but I’m the mentally ill ,

fucking ladybugs on
windowsills, sick children all
around me
given
license to kill

plus power
tools
they use to drill
inside my exo-
skeleton.

(Centipedes schooled
by cellophane
and plastic lighters.)

I’m a bane to those I love and
more torn up than
chewing gum, fighting molars
in bipolar moods- the
metaphor’s crude

but even

your food
is treated better, as
are cigarettes in
the nude and twin heads on
your bitter tongue

(oral fixations
God left
you forsaken with).

It’s not to say
you’re worthy
of either love
or semen,
but does
smashing
me to smithereens happen
to break even for you?

Does bleeding
me out
exculpate
yourself?

For the sake of all
that’s sweet and fucking
holy,

I’m out.

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